A day in the life of..

Last night we had to study up because we have his First Reconciliation class tonight. Let's see we learned about mortal and venial sins. Yup. I am teaching my son about mortal sin. Mind you I am telling him - here's a quote for ya - "Those who die in mortal sin are punished forever in the fire of hell." Hmmm... what's that mean for me? I better look into this a little further because isn't breaking any of the 10 commandments a mortal sin? Helloooo I am divorced and Tyler knows this - was he listening to me last night thinking to himself, "Why do I listen to this woman when she is going to burn in a fiery hell?" Did it scare him? It scares me. I swear I do my best to live the life God would want me to live but I made mistakes. Maybe because I am sorry and I have tried to correct my sins I'm OK. Does it work that way? This whole thing is going to be such a journey for me. I am learning so much and actually I am glad. I guess when you are little going through this you don't retain it because I don't remember so much. I mean before the last class I don't think I could have told you all 10 of the commandments. I know them now, believe you me I do. Well if anyone is looking for me I will be in confession - peace out.